The Reason

Dia sebal kenapa aku jadi manusia yang tertutup.
Dia tidak menyukai sikap tertutupku ini.

Alasan mengapa aku tertutup dan tidak mau banyak bercerita padanya adalah karena dia selalu judging.
Bagiku dia adalah orang yang judgemental.
Aku tidak merasa nyaman untuk bercerita apapun padanya. Sekalipun itu hal yang remeh.

Kau menyuruhku untuk, "Why don't you try to be more open to him/her?"
To be honest I'm sick of this kind of question.
I just can't. I've tried so much times. And still can't.

Karena bagiku dia akan selalu judging apa yang aku ceritakan.
Karena bagiku dia hanya selalu akan melihat kemalasanku. He/she only sees my negative side. I don't event know he/she ever said proud of having child like me.

That's why I decide to keep it all by myself. Even my close friends. I never tell them my problems too deep. I just don't want.
Yep, the answer is I am an introvert. Since I was born.
I think I have that personality from my father.